#Uncomfortable

If I'm, not comfortable maybe I'm in a good place
Low pay high grade, don't matter if I'm hot they wanna see the degrees
Not judged by my character but how many characters I tweet
Yet I stay out of sight but I wanna be seen

Legacy I wanna leave, no heirs but I breathe
Judging me by my tone, ain't talking how I speak
Injustice anywhere's a threat to justice everywhere, ML King
MJ bad, wrong repair, ain't problem solving with bleach

(Gotta let em see)

Who's in me brought the end to me, emptied me and beginner fees
Said let me pay for this course, He said to stop making dinner speech-Is
this way too good to be free? Then what's offered is really cheap
Said get your mind off the dollar tree, pick up yours then come follow Me

& I ain't been comfortable since, (since)
Got a bed yet somehow I'm sinking in, (in)
Low rent so you know I'm thinking spend, (spend)
Low res, clear, I still ain't seen it yet

Gratitude, & my attitude reflects
Get to do not have to do, blessed to bless
So why not give up my aptitude it's a gift 
Can't box God's latitude, King will never be checked 

So I sing (rap), tho I never will be best
Worshipping cause I got nothing left
Till my demise one thing I did realize, 
Growing pains, guaranteed to be coming with the plant

But I change, the deeper I get 
Christ veins run the beat of my steps
Tried days, learn submit through the tests, 
Christ brought comfort, but I still ain't comfortable yet


2017

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